first reaction

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first reaction: oh no no!
don't wanna go, don't wanna go!
backing out, yes try she did.
ma assured, its ok kid.
[1]

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1: just a few days after she was born, she became critically ill. she was held back in Class (saved) by the timely attention, love and care of her mother and other family members.


the miracle of Love

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then one day she did emerge.
once again He She do merge.
she is a beauty isn't she!
she is His mini-She you see ...

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Lesson Wrap Up

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“sine is One? yes ride the wave. [1]
cos is One? dive deep in, brave. [2], [3]
y is Zero, Is The State. [4]
Eternal Joy, Our State, your State.” [5]

“riding, diving, how to do?
one more clue, please one more clue ...”
“clue is only one My Love –
Love and Love and only Love.

Love yourself with tenderness.
Love your strength, Love your weakness.
Love all you sense, with tenderness.
sense all you Love, with tenderness.

see then you, your Self is ALL.
see then and your Self do Call.
see then, you are only Love.
Love Is ALL and You Are Love!”


Oh He Loved her Oh So Deep
She A Gentle Smile Sent Deep.
now To Fly she was ready,
packed with Love, yes, Love Steady.

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1: sine is one: happiness is high.
ride the wave: when happiness comes, be happy, but do not be touched by the water of happiness.

One of the highest places you can get to is being independent of the good opinions of other people.” ~ Dr. Wayne W. Dyer



2: cos is one: sorrow is high.
when pain and sorrow occurs, go deep into that sensation. accept it, observe it with patience and Love.

Welcome and entertain them all! …
... each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
The Guest House, by Rumi.

3: "when you are in the ocean, in a heavy surf, if you stay on the surface you will get thrown about against the reefs and the rocks, and you get a lot of water in your nose and mouth and feel like you're drowning. But if you dive down and hold on to something and let the wave pass over you, you can come up in between and feel just fine. Well, that's what I did during labor. When the contractions came, I dived down and let them pass over me."
~ Women’s Bodies, Women’s Wisdom, Pregnancy and Birthing, Turning Labor Into Personal Power by Christiane Northrup, M.D.

4: y = 0: the x axis: The State of Equilibrium, Where all vibrations come to Rest.
y: the being, the dependent variable. x: The Supreme Force, the independent variable.

5: चिदानन्द रूपः शिवोऽहम् शिवोऽहम् ~ आदि शंकराचार्य
(The embodiment of blissful consciousness: I am Shiva! I am Shiva!
~ Adi Shankaracharya)



आत्मषटक (atmashtaka)

मनोबुध्यहंकारचित्तानि नाहं
न च श्रोत्रजिह्वे न च घ्राणनेत्रे ।
न च व्योमभूमिः न तेजो न वायुः
चिदानन्दरूपः शिवोऽहं शिवोऽहम् ।१।

I am not mind or intellect, ego, or any mental state,
I am not hearing or taste, smell or sight,
I am not space or earth, fire or air,
The embodiment of blissful consciousness: I am Shiva! I am Shiva! [1]

न च प्राणसञ्ज्ञो न वै पञ्चवायुः
न वा सप्तधातुर्न वा पञ्चकोशः ।
न वाक्पाणिपादौ न चोपस्थपायू
चिदानन्दरूपः शिवोऽहं शिवोऽहम् ।२।

I am also not vital breath nor the five winds,
Not the seven substances, nor the five sheaths,
Not the tongue or hands, not feet, genitals or rectum,
The embodiment of blissful consciousness: I am Shiva! I am Shiva! [2]

न मे द्वेषरागौ न मे लोभमोहौ
मदो नैव मे नैव मात्सर्यभावः ।
न धर्मो न चार्थो न कामो न मोक्षः
चिदानन्दरूपः शिवोऽहं शिवोऽहम् ।३।

I am not attraction nor repulsion, greed nor delusion,
I am neither pride nor vanity, jealously nor envy,
I am not righteousness, nor wealth, nor pleasure, nor liberation,
The embodiment of blissful consciousness: I am Shiva! I am Shiva! [3]

न पुण्यं न पापं न सौख्यं न दुःखं
न मन्त्रो न तीर्थं न वेदा न यज्ञाः ।
अहं भोजनं नैव भोज्यं न भोक्ता
चिदानन्दरूपः शिवोऽहं शिवोऽहम् ।४।

I am not virtue nor vice, not pleasure nor pain,
I am not prayer nor pilgrimage, not scripture nor sacrifice,
I am not the enjoyer nor the enjoyed nor the enjoyment,
The embodiment of blissful consciousness: I am Shiva! I am Shiva! [4]

न मे मृत्युशंका न मे जातिभेदः
पिता नैव मे नैव माता न जन्म ।
न बन्धुर्न मित्रं गुरुर्नैव शिष्यः
चिदानन्दरूपः शिवोऽहं शिवोऽहम् ।५।

I am not fear, not death, not caste distinction,
I am not father, not mother, not birth,
Not family, not friend, neither guru nor disciple,
The embodiment of blissful consciousness: I am Shiva! I am Shiva! [5]

अहं निर्विकल्पो निराकाररूपो
विभुर्व्याप्य सर्वत्र सर्वेन्द्रियाणाम् ।
सदा मे समत्वं न मुक्तिर्न बन्धः
चिदानन्दरूपः शिवोऽहं शिवोऽहम् ।६।

I am beyond thought and beyond form,
I am in all things, everywhere, in all senses,
I am impartial to all, neither attached nor detached,
The embodiment of blissful consciousness: I am Shiva! I am Shiva! [6]

~ translation reproduced from here.


The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice.
meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.

Be grateful for whatever comes.
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

~ Jelaluddin Rumi
~ translated by Coleman Barks (from The Essential Rumi)
~ reproduced here from here.